Had great time dancing around and taking pictures.. I was so high and lost myself.. and unleashed the playful/wild side of me..
We got the complimentary pass to a club named Maison. I, for the very first time really really anticipate to going clubbing!! My inner wild side of him had unleashed, k? But we can't find any transportation to go there and come back inti, so we had no choice but to cancel the plan.. We all were so disappointed like pour cold water on us..
After the great night or i shall say great dream, we got back to the reality (inti).. Going to ball and shake our ass off was a great way to escape from the reality.. The micobiology test is on next wednesday and yet i have not start reading and not forgetting the journals that are due on wedesday..
That's it for now.. very tired and late edi. stop here..
p.s. after dress up nice nice, sure lah need to cam-whore a bit la..
Besides Brothers & Sisters, Ugly Betty is my another favourite series. It’s a comedy-drama series that first shown on tv on 2006. Sadly, due to the low ratings, ABC, the broadcaster, cancelled the series. The last episode was shown on 14thof April but i only learn it ended last week. Gosh, gonna miss Ugly Betty.
Betty Suarez in Season 1 with braccs
When the braces removed, she so beautiful!!!
I like this series so much because i can easily relate myself to the character in the series besides it was a fashion series with nice cloths. Literally, I can see myself in Betty Suarez!! The thing that is common in me and her is we both have braces. And no, i don’t wear like her style – clashing patterns.
She’s always thinks positively and never seems to have gloomy period. Even though she has down time, she has a supportive family to come home to. This is what i always hope for...
I will always have a good laugh after watching this series. I gonna miss that too.. i’ll miss those acting from the characters. I’ll miss Hilda as hilarious and supportive sister, miss flamboyant Marc, miss how Marc and Amanda ridicule Betty, and also Wilhelmina.
Justin on the left with Austin on the right.. Austin twinkish, right?
I was a bit bored with this series. But towards the end, my interest for this series grew. Especially when Austin, Justin’s boyfriend, came into scene. Yes, Justin is gay, i knew it!! He’s gay from the first season, seeing his interest in fashion. Austin is very cute and his smile is so sweet. I repeat the same scene for so many time just to see Austin’s cute face and sweet smile..
Their first kiss. I like the kiss scene, spontaneous..
They reunited and became couple
Kiss kiss again. Caught by Bobby, Hilda's husband
Dating..
Justin needs some time to accept his sexuality. And finally came out with bravery to his family!! And danced with Austin in front of his family..
They made up a cute couple!! But why they only paired up at the last few episodes? I want more of their scenes together, especially Austin!!
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On the other note, love is in the air!! Though my brother didn’t make an official statement, but i guess the girls he brought back home for two days (yesterday and today) is his gf!! Wah... finally he found one. Our family has been waiting for this day!! Dine dinner with him and his gf; total awkward! I didn’t know what to talk to her? I was so cool with her until one point she asked: do you not like me? Why you don’t have a word with me? Omg!!! Glad for him too...
Then, received a phone call from my friend. He told me my close friend, Shake, is going real with our classmates!! He started liu (in mandarin) aka making fun with her. And then after the Kukup trip and after she played piano, they got together two days after they went back to their respective hometown! I hope he’s going serious with her.. haiz... Class starting tomorrow and appear another classroom romance.. This whole semester we got a "movie" to watch edi... haha...
It all happened very fast. Guess that’s their yuan. Jealous-nya.. Haiz.. people nowadays get to find the partner easily.. me le? Haiz... going to be single for whole life till i die bah... sob sob sob...
As i was told by my friend cum senior, semester 3 will be not easy and will be so damn BUSY!!
Everything will change in this semester upon the departure of that friend, i knew it! His was my company when eating dinner. So, it only left me with another two company for dinner time. The two of them are always together; some sort of one gang and me and that friend form another gang. There were times me and my friend eat dinner without the other gang. The worst thing was that they will either inform us last minute or never inform us at all if they not joining us for dinner.
Now that my friend had left, i was worried that i had to eat alone every time whenever they were busy. Oh, by the way, that was the excuse they gave us for not joining us dinner. How lame was it? No matter how busy they are, they still have to eat rite? Just gave us plain excuse..
That was what i thought – eating alone whenever they are busy. But i never know that they are THAT busy every time i asked whether got dinner anot? I was rejected every time i asked for a dinner. That whole January was a stressful and disappointment month for me. Stressful because need to cope with new and tough level-two subjects. Disappointment because never-ending rejection from them. My mind will start thinking whether they want to have dinner with me or not? And sometimes i will scare to text them, trying not to receive those rejecting messages. For this whole one semester, we only eat dinner together twice.
I did receive messages from him saying they are busy, not eating dinner. I continue receive those messages until my CNY break. After the break, never receive any messages from them. Usually one of them will contact me as we are closer because we were schoolmates. From the break onwards, we never text each other anymore. Guess he also sien to write the same message over again. Me, on the other hand, also malas to message because i don’t want to face the disappointment anymore.
In the end, i either had my dinner alone or i didn’t eat. I can’t remember how i went through those time eating alone but thank gosh it all had already gone. I don’t have any problem eating alone but i just mind the glances from other people. People will be saying: so kolian this guy eat alone. No friends to teman. Ok, no one actually saying those lines, just i thought myself.
But luckily i still have my very own classmates. They were my company for dinner. Whenever after class, we’ll go eat dinner together. So, February and March were better months; got people eating dinner with me. And i also like to eat dinner with my big group of friends rather than 4 guys including me last time. With more people, more talk and more laughter!! And most importantly, i was happier and my bond with them got stronger!!
Maybe i should thank the two of them. If they continue accompanying me, i won’t get closer with my classmates. I, myself could not think we got closer by eating dinner every time.
The friend that left me specifically asked how was my ex-schoolmate doing? I simply replied him: i don’t know. Long time didn’t see him. Didn’t eat dinner with him liao. He was surprise with my reply. He asked me what happen but i couldn’t reply his question because i myself also don’t know what happen. Fine. They don’t want to eat dinner with me simply because they don’t want to see me. I got it. That ex-schoolmate brushed me aside, he brushed our 7 years of friendship aside too. There was once i met him at cafeteria, i didn’t know what to talk to him. May be long time didn’t meet up, no topic to talk edi.
Being an easily contented person, there are many things or events that will cheer me up. One of them is scoring in my exam or test.
Got back my BIO and BCH papers edi. And i did better than the first test.
For my BIO, this time i got better than the first test. I thought i would get low marks or fail since i wasn’t confident with my answers. But it turned out not bad. At least i’m the second best among my 3 other friends. As long as i’m not the lowest, i consider myself OK.
For my BCH, i proudly to say i’m the highest among my group of friends. And again, this time i really, really thought i will surely fail one because my lecturer said this time would be very, very tough!!. Of course, I copied my friend’s answer la. But that’s only 4 marks, there rest was based on my own knowledge i studied from the book, k. And it’s my first time got an A in this subject. To top that, this time all the marks i earned got darah and peluh!! And I don’t even have to beg for extra marks.. This subject i put lesser effort compare to BIO and i got good result which is double happiness to me!!
Not that i don’t put any effort at all, i sacrificed my time to study or literally swallow those notes.. Else i would use my time to MSN, Fb, and reading blogs. Afterall, it was worthwhile to sacrifice those time for studies...
Another two papers to go... seriously i think my GEN will sucked up again lo... pray pray i won’t fail...
Today is totally Mondayz Blue!! Don’t feel like coming back here at all!! If not for the lab, i definitely would not be in this jungle!!
Haiz...
I’m still in holiday mood. And i’m lazy to do anything. It’s always like that after a short break. I guess i need some time to tune back to my usual buys days...
Test 2 coming soon; it’s time get back to books again...sigh...
My heart broke into pieces right now... So damn kau sad... It shattered in pieces beyond repair...
Remember that hunky neighbour? Well, he’s just another straight guy like no other people..
Before this i was accusing him gay!! Basically i accuse everyone gay lo. Not knowing myself is one of them!! Hahaha..
In the first place, why do i say him gay? You see, he walks everywhere with his boxer on. On top of that, he’s not wear anything, just boxer alone. Doesn’t it make him gay?
Ok now, what makes me not-so gay? Despite the boxer, his briefs are those cheap one. That’s so de-gaying. And he has an uncle-alike t-shirt. Poor fashion taste. So not gay!!
And the most confirmative reason, he has girlfriend. I saw him holding a girl’s hand at dining hall. So, it’s confirm. No case. Period.
That explains why i am sad and heart-broken right now. Worse of all, i still got my test 1 in GEN later!! How am i going to concentrate in this situation? Argh!!!
Anyway, i don’t have a thing with him. I’m not sad. I just feel wasted for the gay community; wasted such a fine guy. When looks closer to him, you can see his flaws la. so, in the end, not that fine la. Wahahaha.. what kind of person am i? Degrade him because i can’t get him. Cheh. But to think of it, maybe it’s good to know he has gf. At least, i try not to go gaga over him anymore, right?
Ok. Need to stop here and prepare for test later at 4 pm. Hopefully i won’t fail and i don’t expect it gonna be easy one...
p.s. maybe he can be a bi? There should be chance for him to be a bisexual since he so love his body.. Gay always obsessed with his body...
I’m so damn kau excited lo!! I can feel my sex hormone is in my blood right now... and this sex hormone just makes me so excited.
*look at the clock* WAT!! It’s 2.21 am and i still not yet on bed?
I am so excited and i decide to write this down. I have been really, really busy lately due to tonnes of reports and assignment to hand in. I need to hand in 7 reports including journals in this week. Slept very late. And now i still writing this post.
Why on earth am i so excited?
It’s about that hunky neighbour. I finally saw him topless in near proximity (actually last Monday i saw in topless). We were in the toilet just now. i scanned his body. He wears boxer and walks everywhere with it!!
Ok la. Can consider a hunk though he has no visible six packs. A meaty one. Unlike HIM, a lean body. He goes to gym every day i suppose as he has the fitness center towel.By judging his muscular body, he must be a gym rat la...
He’s a hunk. And that drives me crazy!!! Hahaha... if i’m not mistaken, he’s the first hunk that i ever seen topless in reality! Of course i saw endless time on internet la, but not in reality and in close proximity.
*Back to reality*
I still like HIM to this hunky one. i don’t know, maybe i encountered HIM more time than the hunky one. And i had more feelings to HIM. (as if i had anything with HIM before).
In the end, i need to get rid of this hunky one from my head as fast as possible before my idiot brain start to think nonsense.
p.s. tomorrow i still got test 1 for GEN and i still haven’t sleep!! It’s 2.37 am!! Argh!!!!
About me? An ordinary guy who is studying at Nilai, geeky type and afraid of not getting good result. A person who has many secrets about him but afraid to reveal to public. Hence, here is the place I reveal my secrets bit by bit without any knowledge of my family and friends.
