Life's Unfair

This gonna be another emo post again.. even the title says it all..

Life’s not fair, don’t you just agree? Some people are more fortunate than others. I know the fact the life is always not fair. And we can’t just sit down there and complain whatever unfair events befall on us, rite?

But, sometime i just can’t help it but to complain..

Recently got back my journals for biochem. I got the lowest marks compared to my friends same group of mine. I was disappointed. I ain’t that so kiasu, k? What matter was we did the journal together and basically we wrote the same answer and i got lower marks.. If i not wrong, i got the lowest marks in the class. We did journal together and how can i got lower marks than the rest?

And some other people were just tagging along and didn’t contribute much during our discussion. Not that they didn’t contribute at all la, but were minimum nia.. I did more job than them yet got lower marks.. so unfair to me.. all i did at that time was to accept the fact. Took quite long to accept it..

Everything seems like going wrong to me. Everything i did was failure as if i was born to be a failure... sigh.. test coming very soon, i can’t afford to fail any subject this semester or else i would not be to fly next year... and this sem’s subject even more harder than previous sem. Microbiology itself gave me or rather my whole class a headache. The subject alone is fine but taught by strict and unfriendly and always “black face” lecturer, make us all scare about this subject as i said before.. Sometimes i even thought whether i am suitable to be in this course anymore.. but if i don’t take this course, i can’t think of any course to take edi.. guess, i just have to hang on and continue fight until one day i breakdown lo..

Anyhow, i believe when there’s high time, there’s low time.. i’m now facing the low period nia. Hopefully with the new month today, will treat me better, at least i am free from those unfairness..