Second Semester

I hate this semester’s timetable. I don’t like the arrangement. For example, today i have 6 hours break following 2 hours of lab class.

Besides that, i also don’t like my lecturers. I’m so contradicting to what i said last semester. Last semester i said: how nice this lecturer be more generous, giving tips like that. But this semester my MCB lecturer so kind and generous that he said he will give tips. And in his class, we are not like Ms See, we are free to ‘shoot’ him and talk with my friends.

This lecturer is friendly. In fact, he is more than friendly as a lecturer. I mean as a lecturer, you should have this ‘line’ between you and your students. And you should know what to say and what not to say. So, he really mess up this whole system. My so-called system. I will say this is unprofessional. He even calls himself a professional clown. Meaning, he will be hehe-haha face even though he is not happy with students. How can a lecturer say like this? I won’t respect him as a lecturer but as a human, i will la. Seeing him was like seeing Nick, my physics lecturer in A levels.. In his class, i don’t feel tension or pressure like in Ms See’s class. I was so relax in his class. What i scare is if i relax, relax until i remember what he said and my result deteriorate!! I am always like this. Need someone to be strict with me then i will scare and will really really study. Till now i still haven’t start studying nor have the mood to study. Haiz. Worst still, this sem is short sem, 7 weeks studying only. Now already second week and it’s almost the half of this sem. My test 1 is end of this month and my quiz 1 is around the corner too. Die la!!!

That’s my MCB lecturer. Move on to my CHM lecturer. Even worst. He is so bian tai. Why? In his 40s and still talking about pornography and ‘yellow’ jokes. So bian tai. I wonder how my friend survive in this class last sem? But he is good lecturer. Has a doctorate. He likes to name people. He even called me 4-eye-guy, sei gan zai. In his class, laughter is always. He will keep on telling us jokes and sometimes i can’t catch his drift. We all ended up laughing for no apparent reason. May be he is Dr., his standard also very high. He teaches very fast. I can’t cope with him la. May be this is CHM 2, so the level also rise, and the way we do questions also need to upgrade.

I think i will be depressed if i still continue with this kind of lecturer. I worried like hell. I can’t cope with my studies. Besides that, there are other factors that lead me to this situation. I will be thanking God if i make through this semester with good grades like last sem. *crossing my finger* hopefully i will make through this sem.

I think i have this syndrome of depression. Whatever i am thinking is negative!! OMG!!!