Surprise!!

Just got back from dinner with friends. Yup, with friends – the same friends used to eat dinner. We went to KFC. This is my second time eating KFC over here.

I was at dining hall while my classmate bought take out. I messaged sow to ask for dinner. If he said no dinner, then i can buy my take out there also. Out of surprise, he said: we want to eat KFC, wanna join? Of course i want la!!! Wow, i was indeed surprise that i will not eat dinner alone!!! I thought I’ll eat dinner alone again...

So, I try to figure why this time so lucky i will not have to eat dinner alone... Maybe the God answer my pray? Before this i said: i will have to eat dinner alone regardless whether i masturbate or not. See, call me superstitious or what. I always regard masturbation as bad omen. I’ll have bad luck if i masturbate. I experience many uneventful incidents to make up this theory of mine.

Since i was lucky enough to not having dinner alone, i decided not to masturbate tonight which i planned to. I had streamed porn from Asian Boys Heaven this morning. Never mind, i will save it for tomorrow...

Anyway, if i don’t masturbate tonight, it doesn’t mean i will not eat dinner alone at all in the future. Just that i am superstitious. Whether i masturbate or not, it will not change the fact – eating alone. It is they do not want to eat dinner with me. Apparently they had dinner at KFC before this time. That means they had dinner without calling me. I don’t think they will ask me out today if i don’t message sow...

Anyway, i appreciate what i had today. And i hope it will be like this till i finish my studies here. Try to be positive lah...