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I don’t know how to start this. My mind is so blank. I can’t even think off a topic to write about.

Fine. I’ll just mumble and rant around lah...

My day started with me waking up at 7.30 am. Switch on my computer. Surf gay blog, and stream porn for my guilty pleasure. Rush to ktm station near my house at 9 am. Waited almost 45 minutes for the train. Reached subang station at 10.30 am which means i will miss my inti bus.

Sat the same train to Sentral. Reached there at around 10.45 am. Train to seremban reached at 11.03 am. Chanted OM MANI mantra throughout the jorney; hoping for smooth week ahead. Saw at least 2 possible gay in the train. There were Malays and one Chinese. Of course, spied on them. They have the similar features: nicely dressed and an earring on their LEFT ear.

Reached nilai station at 12.10 pm. Took a bus to uni. Thinking why i worried so much. Can’t figure the answer. Reached uni. Walked to my room under the hot sun. Joined my friends for lunch. Made myself crazy in C2-M01 lab class. Observed and drew the specimen. Waited for the next class in UPO.

Tried to get what that lecturer in front trying to talk about. Hated that Beethoven-song alike. Talked loud in the class. Laughed out loud in the class. Lecturer wanted me to share my stories. Rejected his kind offer. Class ended at 2 minutes before 6 pm. Walked back to room again. Went to friend’s room at opposite my room. Received text from my friend not eating dinner with me. Alright.

Shocked myself that i didn’t feel sad cause eating alone. decided not to eat dinner instead sleeping. Went down to take away on second thought. Bought vegetarian food. Hit the sack at 7.10 pm for nap. Woke up at 8.05 pm. Woke up in gay porn (how i wish woke up in a man’s arm). Fogging out there. Whole place turned into fire-scene – totally covered in white smoke. Went to shower. Masturbated.

Ate my take out. Watched Brothers & Sisters. Watched Ugly Betty episode 1 & 2. Read blogs. And now writing this post.

I don’t know why today i’m fine when i received that text. Usually i would be so down and sad cause eating alone. At first i just wanted to take a nap until late 10 pm then walked to burger stall to buy burger. On second thought, i should not treating my mouth and stomach bad. I should eat good food even though i eating alone!! hence, i took my food container and walked down to dining hall and take away. I feel fine. i think i’m on the right direction. I should careless what others think about me!!!

p.s. first time writing like this. short and sweet. Should be writing this more often.