Confirmed!!

My heart broke into pieces right now... So damn kau sad... It shattered in pieces beyond repair...

Remember that hunky neighbour? Well, he’s just another straight guy like no other people..

Before this i was accusing him gay!! Basically i accuse everyone gay lo. Not knowing myself is one of them!! Hahaha..

In the first place, why do i say him gay? You see, he walks everywhere with his boxer on. On top of that, he’s not wear anything, just boxer alone. Doesn’t it make him gay?

Ok now, what makes me not-so gay? Despite the boxer, his briefs are those cheap one. That’s so de-gaying. And he has an uncle-alike t-shirt. Poor fashion taste. So not gay!!

And the most confirmative reason, he has girlfriend. I saw him holding a girl’s hand at dining hall. So, it’s confirm. No case. Period.

That explains why i am sad and heart-broken right now. Worse of all, i still got my test 1 in GEN later!! How am i going to concentrate in this situation? Argh!!!

Anyway, i don’t have a thing with him. I’m not sad. I just feel wasted for the gay community; wasted such a fine guy. When looks closer to him, you can see his flaws la. so, in the end, not that fine la. Wahahaha.. what kind of person am i? Degrade him because i can’t get him. Cheh. But to think of it, maybe it’s good to know he has gf. At least, i try not to go gaga over him anymore, right?

Ok. Need to stop here and prepare for test later at 4 pm. Hopefully i won’t fail and i don’t expect it gonna be easy one...

p.s. maybe he can be a bi? There should be chance for him to be a bisexual since he so love his body.. Gay always obsessed with his body...